Fall/Autumn/Winter are my favorite seasons,times of year..,but for me, It's always so difficult.It's not a natural occurrence .It seems as if life just comes crashing down on me,all within a matter of weeks. Like finances,relationships,situations,wants....There are things i want to do,but i feel stuck,and in a rut.Everything is being timed and im hoping my life is never like this again.It has been 2 years of what seem like living hell.I feel like once i get out of this ill be resentful since i've been blamed,judged,and mistreated because i was at the mercy of others. Im too nice though.I also get over things easy.I pray daily that this ends soon and i can be happy again,uninterrupted.
